Saturday, July 30, 2005

licking cold cream,
on a cold day,
is pure joy.

hah. what i actually meant was eating ice cream on a cold day is just super yummy.
heh. esp HAAGEN DAZS!

ahh. i had diarrhea today and i didnt go for sailing open house.
how stupid can i get.
right.
but its okay now.
i woke up in the wee hours just to clear my bowels.
which is those soft brown type.
hah! =)
thanks to the not cooked sausages i ate last night after sonic fest.
hehheh. -debsie! :D

anyway. last night sonic fest was alright.
i think sonic flood was better than planetshakers.
yeah! they were more sincere and ah. i dont know.
but yeah. though our company wasnt exactly er, fun.
i kinda enjoyed the atmosphere.
and fort canning is such a great place to have concerts! =)
me and pattie were deciding for like more than two hours then we finally decided to go!
haha.
we went gallivanting at suntec
then we decided to go pattie house to let her change and bathe first then go my house then go fortcanning by cab. -whoa!
yah. so anyways. i got over my phobia of pattie's dog!
yay! haha. i didnt scream or what. and her dog lick me.
how cute. haha.
yah, and pattie takes her own sweet time doing stuff. -yes.
haha. and her matching sense is very, complex inaway
yah. so i took such a long time choosing my clothes to suit yan.
yes. so that nothing bad can like happen.

thur-
whoa. hey! God is great!
you know my zen micro suddenly stopped working
and i prayed and prayed.
and it worked!
haha. see. prayers makes wonders.
so to a bunch of people.
stop bearing grudges.
learn to forgive and forget.
pray to God for his help
and things will work out fine yeah?
you know im not exactly a very good person for a pep talk.
but if you need a friend to cry on.
i'll be there yupp. =)

okay. today was disastrous.
everybody was grumpy sullen depressed in such foul mood
evrybody except the ever-so-smiley deborahwongshuhui
and today marks the day that i've seen everybody cry before.
only i havent cried in school. haha.
only me. the happy brave one. =) haha.
anyway i dont know how to help.
we are like stuck between.
im trying to help to work things out but its kinda failing and all.
ahhhh. whatever.

yan lost her drumsticks today.
and pat, cher and i ran around the whole school because of her.
just to find her cheapo tattered drumsticks.
imagine how happy we were to finally found it in the music room
we waited like more than half hour.
and we chase after crazy teachers
she was grateful to us.
she ought to be anyway. haha.
such nice friends we are :D -ego, yes.

and theres so many tests this week!
its driving me to insanity.
insane i say.
7 tests. seven. seven!
and i havent even started studying.
bigtime screwed , screwed bigtime
but i can hardly care now.
im immune to failing.
it had happen too many times.
its like no big deal now
hah.

and oh! you know my science teachers thinks that im a lesbo!
WTH!
what the hell.
1. i do not even look like a lesbo/butch
2. i do not even behave like a lesbo/ butch
3. no part of me tells you im a lesbo/butch
4. i am NOT a lesbo/butch.
hahaha. why am i having such a big reaction.
i have no idea.
i am talking to myself.
ignore me.
it constantly happens to me
laughing or talking to myself.

okay. i hope things will get better.
this thing made me ponder why
people cant put away their differences and be so self centered.
i cant deny i sometimes am like that
but we should all learn to be forgiving and stay happy.
i cant really express my thoughts right now.
im too sick and tired of all these crap.

i know sometimes i too may be a bitch and get petty over small lil things
but after a day all these nonsense should stop
you guys should just chill and put everything aside
sometimes its not worth it to sacrifice your friendship becuase of your pride and selfcenteredness. i dont care if you guys think that i have no right to comment. or anything. im trying to say that we should all learn to forgive and forget. and just be friends again.
i should just read a book and indulge myself in it.
a one with happy endings.
haha.
or watch zhenqing! its the remedy for all illness. =)



5:56 PM

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